I’m beginning to feel I am frittering (or twittering) my life away and missing the real parts, like this blog. Yes, real! This page is my anchor and never far from my heart, but don’t we all slight the important things and people sometimes? Recently I’ve been taking part in actual physical interaction with three-dimensional human beings, yet feeling the guilt of slighting the also-real connections here at my fingertips. You know what I mean. I know you do. You are the ones who don’t dismiss the crazy thoughts that pop into my head during the day. You have them too. You don’t blow me off as the crazy lady with the cats. We are all digging for those special thoughts and being patient with each other as we try the lesser ones on for size.
We are American Idol without Simon Cowell. We deal not in music, but words and we all hold them dear and respect each others’ forays into new arrangements that bring out our spirits. I suspect you feel this way or you wouldn’t be here. And I hope you’ll keep coming because I may not have been writing a lot here lately, but I’m filling a notebook with fragments. Some have promise, some belong in the trash, others are lost to my illegible hand. Somewhere in there, though, I hope is a thought worthy of expansion and worthy of your time. Thanks for hanging in there and sharing your thoughts with me. Even in the winter funk many of you are tickling my funny bone and touching my heart. This is a good, real place to be. Don’t let anyone tell you different.
A N H I N G A 
I often think of closing my blog but when it comes down to it, I think that if I did that, I would lose my readers, who in many cases have become friends and sounding boards. I don’t have a lot of 3 dimensional, real world, interaction so what I get on my blog is about it for me. To cut that off would be really strange. But you never know, one day I might just chuck it and delete my blog. I don’t know. Some days I really don’t know!
No, no, Corina! Don’t touch that delete button. You have so many who love your stories and genuine take on life. If you ever feel that way, just pause and come back whenever you are ready. We would miss you out here.
I absolutely know what you mean.
Thanks for reminding me that we are not alone in this place.
tehuw8u
すっごいよ！
オナニー
オナニー
逆援助
SEX
フェラチオ
ソープ
逆援助
出張ホスト
手コキ
おっぱい
フェラチオ
中出し
セックス
デリヘル
包茎
逆援
性欲
Indeed, I do know what you mean. I was having similar thoughts today. I’ve been posting periodically but not doing a very good job of keeping up with other blogs. I’ve been spending most of my time trying to keep up a healthy lifestyle which, I’ve discovered, takes up enormous chunks of time during the day. A personal chef would solve that problem, but I seem to be the only personal chef available in this household. 😉
If I get a vote, I also say NO to Corina deleting her blog. I love reading her stories.
Funny how there’s SEX in the middle of what I think are Chinese characters in the comment above me.
I know what you mean about time that needs to be devoted to a healthy lifestyle. I turned my home into a home spa or health club a couple of weeks ago (in my mind). What I don’t get in outside classes I try to do here with walks and yoga on DVD as well as healthful food. So many outings for meals lately that I really need to step up the the plate–well not that plate. I need to walk away from that one.
I noticed the SEX in the middle of Chinese, too. I normally delete porno, but am not sure what this is. LOL Maybe someone thought that was the only way to be noticed in the U.S.
Great line: We are American Idol without Simon Cowell.
And I love that you kept the Chinese spam. Says a lot about your sense of humor. 8)
Oh, c’mon, Anhinga. If I cop to being with wacky guy with the dogs, can’t I think of you as the crazy lady with the cats?
🙂
Okay, but only you. 🙂